| Winter 2001
 At the beginning of the dream I was in my living room and a black panther appeared. It was very playful and I remember thinking that I didn't realize that it was there all along but I couldn't see it before. Later I looked outside and saw what I thought was a beautiful female mythical deity with golden wavy hair down her back~ but it turned into an ordinary human man and took off down the street to a bachelor's party that was going on.
As I continued to look outside I noticed that there were two fences in my yard. The first and the innermost was a white picket fence, the happy fence and the other, outermost one was a chain link fence, which went all around the perimeter of the yard. I couldn't get into the white picket fence area nor out over the chain link fence, to freedom. I was running back and forth between the two and eventually turned into a black panther~ still running up and down as if I were in a cage at the zoo.
At one point in the dream I looked over into the play yard and noticed a swimming pool there. A couple that I know asked if they could use it and I told that it hadn't been cleaned out yet for the season, it was all muddy and dirty.
Spring 2001
I don't remember how the dream started but the first thing I recall is being led by two men through some ancient ruins. They took me underground and down stone passageways. We came out into a very large stone walled room where there were many other people. There was a stone alter in the center of the room and the 2 men led me over there and put me onto it and then they both 'raped' me. It wasn't rape in the way we see it though because my only fear was that I didn't know why this was happening. It wasn't pleasurable nor painful, more of a matter of fact, this has to be occurrence, like going to the dentist. What I remember the most was there concern with making sure that I was impregnated. When I asked what I was to become pregnant with, I knew it wasn't a baby, they told me that I would know in approximately 6 weeks. Then the dream ended.The next day I looked at the calendar because I was curious to see if anything in my life would change in 6 weeks. Like clockwork, 6 weeks later the other dreams began, the owl/eagle dream (where an owl swooped down and lifted up an eagle) and the trilogy of self dream.
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